the memorial service was .....um wonderful and it resolved everything that i was feeling.  i learned that when my grandma found out that she had an inoperable brain tumor, that she took it pretty well.  she was asked why, and she said that she had a good life and that this was just the topping, the gravy.  she also said that she had the best ending to her life by finding her soulmate, Robert.  my aunt believes that my grandma was relieved to not have the altimers (spelling?) that had been passed down through generations.  just hearing and reading the in-depth facts of my grandma's life from beginning to end leads me to a confirmation that she heard God tell her, "Well done, good and faithful servant, enter into my joy!"  and to top off all the already amazing opportunities and experiences my grandma genna gave me, i learned at the reception, that my grandma paid off most of my parent's debt for my ownership of my cello.  that act of kindness adds up to her encouragement in my cello playing hobby. (that'll hopefully become a carrier)  her artistic influence has left many, including me, wanting to pursue diverse types of art.  She was a woman of great integrity and respect, and i thank God for being blessed with a grandmother of such characteristics. 

thank you for your prayers!  God's presence of comfort was felt throughout these past 2 weeks!

God Bless!

i dont know if many people read this, but if u come to pass it, could you please pray foor my dad, his siblings, aunts, uncles, ect. because his mom just passed away from an overwhelming and rapidly growing brain tumor.  they are going to need a lot of comfort, thoughts, and prayers at least to help them get through such a terrible loss so close to christmas and new years.  so, please, if u can just send out a little prayer or thought, that would be great.  thanks for reading and God Bless!

hope everyone had fun during exams and has a wonderful break!

hey guys!  hope everything is going well with everyone!  good news!  i have a new cello!!!!!!   yay!